bacillus anthracis and the longest night of your life

a waning full moon behind the slightest cloud cover.
omens of what could never come.
stars of iterative constellations.
towers that hold up the sky.
letters that glow in the sky and follow you from a distance.
a concrete snake winding up to the aorta.
coy light tulpas that seem as dew.
messages for a you that isnt here.
falling with penitent familiarity.
a repeating lurch in your stomach.
speaking bones shaking into each other.
halos everywhere you look.
a box of unanswered prayers.
a barrier to never be crossed.
opening your eyes to find the semi-familiar.
a feeling that you will never be where you should.
thin iron spires carrying messages from angels.
patches of dead grass in the shape of a cloud.
an echo of a stutter and a roar.
mountains growing taller the more you look... more
credits
released November 11, 2022

everything: me
samples from portal 1, twin peaks, mulholland drive

special thanks: amarra, angelica, ann, aubrey, aud, boodle, byte, cara, casey, cate, charlie, cy, dogget, echo, ej, emma, family, hunce, ignoreradio, jamie, jaime, james, jane, jesse, julia, june, kisshy, knockout (and abe koch), korvid, lila, lily, limilia, madge, marck, mason, margot, max, mirna, nate, olivia, penny, phal, quinn, raf, robin, saffron, samer, shannon, simon b, simon r, sogg, sophie, s-pin, svethlane, taran, terra, theo, thomas m, thomas s, tierney, tom r, tommie, tristan, will, witherclub, yvette, zane, and zoey