Billionaire Mindset

this is an old song from August 2015, written after a fight with an Internet friend while I was still really shook up about it. The lyrics aren't about the fight but they represent the feelings I had at the time.

I still believed in capitalism at the time and my defense of capitalism was leveled at me as a moral failing-- defense of exploitation, defense of the reserve army of labor, and because of this fight I was just starting to realize that was a cancer on my soul.

Anyway, this song is weird and special.
lyrics
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i am alone but
i am afraid of everyone i know
for i've taken so much and given so little
i'm scared that they'll all hate me now
i'm scared oh i'm scared
i'm not safe anymore
i'm scared i'm not scared
and the wraith rakes the door
oh

anyone's best guess
is the day that i'm calling
the rifles are burst
but the kids are yawning
and you're safe inside
but nobody cares
and you don't want to help
so nobody cares
oh oh they really don't
really don't care

i dreamed the lid of a glass box cracking
spilling the dirt from above
in my dying repose
before i decompose
i will be crushed in a cask underground

i want you to recall
that god forgives you too

i am alone but i am afraid of everyone i know
for i've taken so much and given so little
i'm scared that they all hate me now
i'm scared oh i'm scared
i'm not safe anymore
i'm scared i'm not scared
and the wraith rakes the door

anyone's best guess is the day that i'm calling
the rifles all burst but the kids are yawning
and you're safe inside but nobody cares
and you don't want to help
so nobody cares
oh oh nobody cares

i am alone but i am afraid of everyone i know
for i've taken so much and given so little
i'm scared that they'll all hate me now
i'm scared oh i'm scared
i'm not safe anymore
i'm scared i'm not scared
and the wraith rakes the door
oh oh oh

anyone's best guess is the day that i'm calling
the rifles all burst but the kids are yawning
and you're safe inside but nobody cares
and you don't want to help
so nobody cares
oh oh they
oh oh nobody cares